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Maybe I'm afraid

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Trump campaign 404
I got a couple of LOLz this week with AOC's witty response to Bill Gates' stupid suggestion followed by subsequent man-splaining. Again when I saw Trump's 404 page, it's mean and petty. But it's also pretty damn funny. I appreciate the couple of people that sat in a room thinking that up. Mostly no, but every once in a while work can make you happy – I have first-hand experience in "we need a funny 404 page" conference rooms, those are happy meetings.

Feels like we're living in a world where we can't be fearless. We're surrounded by all these myths about life and culture and society and our roles here. Not everything is about politics. It was hard to see the good this week. Not everyone is trying to get one over on someone else. Some of us are not ego driven. Some of us don't want others to be in pain because we're in pain ourselves.

Maybe I'm agoraphobic

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Ist das noch normal? from Philotheus Nisch
Today in all seriousness, I'm worried about becoming agoraphobic. I have absolutely zero desire to leave my home. I definitely have the social anxiety symptom, and I'm not convinced it's exclusively pandemic related. It's probably Laura's brain related, but also, I don't want to leave the yard. Like ever.

"attachment deficit: the temporary loss of the ability to tolerate spatial separations from a secure base"

My secure base has been the computer all week. Being a workaholic makes it easy to not leave the house. I went to my office...once? Twice? I don't know.

Do you think there might be worms on my spine? What's happening here? I feel confused...

Maybe I need help?

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