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Maybe I'm IRL

matrix-meme
found here
Sometimes I'm some sort of philosopher because my brain thinks thoughts. I've been thinking thoughts about media and the mind for a couple decades now. I am beginning to realise, though, that I am on the luddite side of the veil. Digital realities are replicating real world inequalities. It's gross, yet surely the new market of NFTs is nothing at all to worry about. The fact that a small number owns all the wealth has been proven to work for everyone. It has worked out so well for our ecological reality. The impact doesn't matter. It's fine. Really. It's fine.

Shoes are not for protecting feet anymore. The friggin Matrix is from 1999 and apparently that's too old for folks to understand the moral of the story – we are not designed, we are grown. Whoa, was that the moral of the Matrix!? That we're grown into humans from the social and cultural experiences that we have and the inputs we receive? That our identities and minds are part of a collective whole and yet distinct enough that we have the potential to shift the balance of nature and that we must carefully consider that power so as not to ruin stuff? Or was the moral that if I try really, really hard without trying at all I will be able to bend the spoon?

Sorry. I got off track. What I'm saying is that nothing is real out there. The birds aren't even real, they're all just surveillance drones.

Maybe I'm disenthralled

groundhogday
found it here
Last week, I didn't write you because I've been a bit...disenthralled. It's the lockdown, lockdown, lockdown. My city is closed. I'm trapped in Groundhog Day. I was at the crazy point last week. I both flipped a lid and kept a lid on the calm, destructive hate I felt for all the things. The pandemic sure does make it seem like long term goals are pointless. Everyone I know is suffering from lack of motivation and ambition right now and it's not just because it's December. If you're all honky dorey at the moment, could you please reply? Any examples of psychological well being would be stellar right now.

Maybe I need help?

I hope you, dear reader, have a nice holiday time of year. I hope you get fat on baked goods and drink too much alcohol. I hope you nap a lot. I hope you get to see something awe inspiring and I hope you come into 2022 with motivation and inspiration. I don't know if this is the last time I'll write you this year (or ever, for that matter). The fact is, I don't know what I'm doing (or why) most of the time.
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